What's the word for how I'm feeling? I went through the little mood drop-down and the ones that even come close are: depressed, discontent, distressed, lonely, morose, worried. What's the word for the combination of all that?( Today's Song: Coldplay - The ScientistCollapse )
It's raining. Whether or not I like rain depends on my mood, and I can never predict it. Tonight I like the rain. It's... a cleansing rain, tonight. I have this mad urge to go outside and just... sit in the rain until I'm completely soaked through to the bone, and then sit longer. The only
downside to doing so would that I may
catch cold. However, I'm done with class, and if I got sick... well then I'd be able to sleep at home for as long as I'd like without mom getting upset with me. So, really, there is nothing but upsides for sitting in the rain. Except that in my contemplation it's slowed, and with that... changed.
It stopped raining. I am... wholly disappointed.
I wish I wasn't such a good actress. It's a great skill to have for the stage, but... in real life? It's no wonder people tend not to believe me... who would believe somthing like this that they can't see with their own eyes?
I wish I could go to bed and sleep for, like, a week. Maybe then I'd emerge a new person and I'd like myself more. BUT that's a funny idea... sleep. When's the last time I've gotten any of that?
It's late, and I'm bitter, and for that I apologize. [And if I get a single
comment of *hugs* I'm going to shoot someone. :) ]